am back to tumblr after a long absence
Anonymous asked: hiiiiiiiii u r a q t
thanks a lot babe xxx
I don’t even use tumblr any more but I needed somewhere to vent otherwise I feel like I’m going to explode. I’ve been strung along so much and the future looked so bright and now I’ve been let down AGAIN and I just feel powerless. Everything was looking good for the first time in a very long time but now it just seems bleak as it was before. I want to be with her. I don’t understand really how she could do this to me after all I’ve done, all the effort I’ve put in and the things she’s put me through. It just really hurts that after all this it’s just the same as it was before. Fucking hell.
But I think the real miracle is not to walk either on water or in thin air, but to walk on earth. Every day we are engaged in a miracle which we don’t even recognize. A blue sky, white clouds, green leaves, the black curious eyes of a child, our own two eyes. All is a miracle.
"Love is gold; time is a thief."